Crappy Friday

I say crappy because I shouldn't say the other word that goes with Friday better...Today has been a day...I've had breakdowns after breakdowns and can't seem to get anything under control. I felt overwhelmed about the housework, my homework, Aiden being a demanding, rude 2 year old, never seeing my husband, the animals constantly needing attention, meals always having to be made, o and did I mention homework, finances being on my shoulders, among many others. Then to top it off Aiden refused to take a nap until he just fell asleep on the couch watch The Incredibles (not the most ideal way but whatever I was desperate) and now it took him an hour and a half to get to sleep tonight. Great. And of course I was being a horrible mom and person by yelling at him and throwing a hissy fit. Double Great, I just scarred my son. AND to top it off again...I was trying to do my math homework, which my lazy online teacher only has you read the book and do homework expecting you to know exactly how to do everything and how the computer wants you to put your answer, I got a 50% on my homework mainly because I just didn't understand and I gave up and was tired of crying over math. And I'm good at math, which pisses me off even more!! Ugh. So now I just want to quit school all together, because it's not like anybody very close to me is cheering me on/trying to help/acts like they even care I'm in school, but yet I get that encouragement from strangers...hmm funny... So I might be dropping my math class to take one next semester in a classroom (with a real teacher), but I really do just want to quit but I know I shouldn't because it's only the 4th week of school (it's only the 4th week of school?!?!). It's got to get better/easier right?

Therefore, tomorrow I'm getting a babysitter and doing my homework until I drop so I can have some relief without feeling guilty about falling behind on homework. So there.